Here I Am

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Here I feel the welcoming embrace of something bigger than myself.

Here I feel the warmth of a forgiving heart.

Here I feel the need to continue on. Wayward.

Here the light never stops shining. Darkness is unheard of.

Here I can fly. High above the cotton clouds.

No limits. No worries. No fear.

Weightless. Filled with Hope and Love.

Eternally grateful. 

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Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

George Bernard Shaw

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I am Fine

Morning By The Lake

Hello again.

I am ready to start writing again. I am ready to start anew. I can’t live this way and I know that I say this every time, but I mean it now. I am 30 years old and I want a life that means something to me. I am capable of so many amazing things. I have the tools, I have the support. I have it all. Might sound a bit selfish or conceited but its the truth. What’s been stopping me? Easy…myself.

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready,
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready,
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready,
I am fine
I am fine
I am fine
by Counting Crows
This is myself. This is me. Alone. Living. Finally.